Why am I stuck here again?

 

The reason I’m here is because of my mum

Each year, I forced myself to be here and smile

They hate us. I know, I do care and acknowledge it. In fact, I felt the same way

But it has been a decade but they still haven’t grown up & matured up their thoughts.

If it’s not because of my mum, I would have hated them 10 times worst

If it’s not because of God, I would have given their own medicine with my own bare hands

They can slander us like nobody’s business but so long as there’s no proof, I’m sure God is just waiting for the right time to teach them.

Right now, I decided that they no longer deserve my kindness as it was merely perceived as hypocritical acts throughout the whole decade. So, why not starting now, I will just ignore them and try to see if they prefer the current ‘ME’ better.

I will pray so hard so that each time they hurt my mum and fail to seek forgiveness, God will take back his mercy on them until they realise their faults.

They’ve hurt their own mum till her last breath. I don’t want them to do the same thing to my mum. I refuse to let that happen. Please pray it won’t happen.

 

 

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