Today, I was disoriented.
I was silently called to reminisce an old nemesis.
I wish I can say ‘I wish you rot in HELL!’ to the person’s face.
Yet, I couldn’t.
So, I’ll change it to ‘Please live happily. But I’m sure will be happier if God can help you feel what I felt, in any phase of your life. Then, we shall be on par. ‘
#written in twisted mode
The reason I’m here is because of my mum
Each year, I forced myself to be here and smile
They hate us. I know, I do care and acknowledge it. In fact, I felt the same way
But it has been a decade but they still haven’t grown up & matured up their thoughts.
If it’s not because of my mum, I would have hated them 10 times worst
If it’s not because of God, I would have given their own medicine with my own bare hands
They can slander us like nobody’s business but so long as there’s no proof, I’m sure God is just waiting for the right time to teach them.
Right now, I decided that they no longer deserve my kindness as it was merely perceived as hypocritical acts throughout the whole decade. So, why not starting now, I will just ignore them and try to see if they prefer the current ‘ME’ better.
I will pray so hard so that each time they hurt my mum and fail to seek forgiveness, God will take back his mercy on them until they realise their faults.
They’ve hurt their own mum till her last breath. I don’t want them to do the same thing to my mum. I refuse to let that happen. Please pray it won’t happen.
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I won’t say much but PLEASE stop doing things that can destroy the peace & civilization of the country. Just Go to any of the uninhibited islands of Indon and create your so-called perfect government there!
Penat ba.
Balik-balik distribute assignments
I’m starting to feel suffocated
I’m tired of being provoked each time I propose my idea
I’m tired of worrying just because I care
I don’t want to give a damn
Damn those assignments
Damn those humans
But in the end, I DO give a damn.
Ni la sem 8 ni.
KIN PANAS.
