Counting my blessings

 

Yes, I’ve been emotionally disturbed lately. I’ve been thinking of what the haters think and do, which made me felt even more sad and tormented. Now, I would like to try to count my blessings. Something that they do not have or appreciate. Small things that should make me feel grateful and happy with God’s gifts.

1. I have my MOTHER.
2. I have a good stepDAD.
3. I have a loving BROTHER.
4. I have two houses in two states.
5. I have CATS to ease down my rage and loneliness.
6. I have a good AUNTY who cares about my wellbeing.
7. I have good friends who supports me with worthy advice (not flaring me up with more hatred)
8. I’ve finished my degree.
9. I have one or two stepsiblings who might be neutral about the issue I’m facing. Thus, no awkward treatment from them.
10. I’m physically able to do things that I want.
11. I have food to eat.
12. I have a brain to think wisely.
13. I have my own driving license which I earned using my OWN money. (no cable or wire involved ;p)
14. I have feelings to make me feel more human.
15. I have found SOMEONE to hold my hands sincerely when I thought I might be drowned in the sea full of sharks.

and the list continues in my heart…..

I know it’s hard to soften and console this little heart but I really hope this works, apart from praying to God.