Hopes of Being Her...

A stanza from the song "Like Only A Woman Can" by Brian McFadden. A beautiful song that caught my attention. If I am a man, I would definitely dedicate this to my lady. Unfortunately, I am a girl, so what do I get from this song? A realisation.

I want to be the woman as described in the song. Being the backbone of the man I love. In my current relationship, I wonder whether I do things right for him. I am very scared if I just do the nagging part..hehe I realise that my connection to him is just not merely based on the fantastic feeling of love as other people experience. We are together with common goals; rationality, companionship, security & compensating each other's incompleteness.

To be successful in anything you do, goals are not the only factors determining the achievement. Efforts, sacrifice & intuition come into handy in this matter. That is what I think, though. So much of being a partner, I intended to want for more. I want to be meant as everything to him. I want to see him being successful. I want to console him in his darkest moments. I want to be his conscience. Yet, I don't want to cage him in any ways. As that is what I feel now, I like his short absence. As the old saying "Absence makes the heart grew fonder. "

However, I do not favour long distance relationship as I experienced myself & saw a lot of cons of being in such situation. It is not the matter of trust. It is simply because human seeks for companionship. The nearest person we get attached to sometimes caught our heart & attention, just like what happened to me 3 years ago.

Getting back to the song, I really hope I can develop the good qualities in me of being a good life partner. There are ups and downs in the relationship. The Dark history which happened in the family is not something that I want to repeat in the future. I believe that we can go through the obstacles together as long as God is by our side.

wacko up!