Shattered Illusion

Craziness circulates my wounded mind

Doubting thoughts creep into fragility

Being away, I feel at ease

Being in denial, that you are not by me

Your absence fills the core of my soul

I feel awkward , I feel sad

Overwhelmed, I drew myself further away

Intentionally to see whether you will seek for me

I tortured your soul

I disturbed your peace

I cried in silence, seeing you endure

the pain I initiated

How can I be that cruel and vain, just to test what we have

Silence is killing us, or should I say it is my doings,

But, the illusion shattered with your humble words

"I want to make this work. I want you in my future."

Honest, kind and simple, that is you

The opposite of me; vain, selfish & paranoia

I'll be damned if I let the fog blinds me

For the light comes from you,

Clearing the dark path, burning the evil weeds.