Last night, I believed that I went to bed around 12 a.m. after treating myself with 4 episodes of the Korean drama Snow Queen. Before that I was in such a struggle to complete another part of my mother’s KISSM assignment (seriously, I dreaded BM essay writing..) Indeed, I’m loving my life now. Free from those BIG responsibilities that I might have to embrace after working for real (thanks to KPM, of course!).
Oh yes, coming back to what I was actually about to tell you. Today is Friday, right? I considered it the day with the shortest time ( it just feel that way for ages) but after being good such a long time, I woke up late again. Seriously, I feel guilty & scared. I really don’t want to hear any comments from Daddy. Looking back, I think I did eat more than I usually do yesterday. I ate at 2.30pm for lunch, then 5.40pm for dinner but Dad brought back chicken rice at 8 pm and he expected me to finish it so I did. So, with all those foods inside me, my digestion system might feel exhausted to process all of them. Luckily, my body and soul are safe today. I must change for a better me tomorrow.
By the way, my hands are recovering better after a week since the day of the incident. I can feel the damaged skin starts to get dried up and no longer hurt me as much. From the real sight, I feel like wearing a black glove that has a hole on it. It was a sickening view…haha *inside I cried like a river
I still use one hand to do all the simple chores. I miss the functionality of my left hand.
And yes, I believe it now about the Malay saying that when you’re engaged, somehow you are vulnerable (darah manis) to all sorts of challenges and tests. In my case, it was partly my own carelessness and also fate. When you think that everything will be okay, then that’s when you will be tested with something new (in my case, burnt hand..of course I never had one) But God is Almighty…He spared me from experiencing worst possible situations. Gladly, it only affected my skin on the left hand. What if it was on the right hand? (how can I eat properly or do things well? ) What if it was my face ? (How could I face the people around me when I’m a person who cares so much about the public view.) What if it my hand and it made me deformed? ( There’s a good reason God give us two hands.)
I know now that I’m still blessed by His love. and I learned better of how to handle oil in the kitchen, another good life experience. Alhamdulillah.
p/s: I’m craving for kek batik. Just saying.
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5 comments:
aww... don't be too self-conscious about your eating habit, boo. you eat a lot, you exercise a lot. that's the formula of getting slimmer. :D
i feel sorry about your burnt hand. I pray it will get better sooner than you expect. Get well soon, boo.
Babe: I didn't get myself to exercise yet since I've been here but the house is quite big so, I've been walking quite a mile..indirect exercise I might say but sure, I'll will keep that in mind. ^_^
Tq for the prayer & wish Babe...I'll try to be as positive as possible to encourage speedy recovery. Btw , Loving my new name...Boo..tp mcm familiar...tp di mana ya?
may you have speedy recovery, bebeh. uhhhhh this is sad. get well soon, get well soon, get well soon.
It's more serious than I thought.
Get well soon!
Bebeh: Amin...don't be sad, I'll be double sad too...:( But I think it is doing well..some parts of the dried skin had dropped off...now got more small white holes here and there.
Sis serra: It was. Thank you... will try to speed up my recovery by not stressing myself as much. :)
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